Equation of Eternal Equanimity

 

I can sense the sentient pane freeze

Yet sight set on fluid seas

Riddled with no absolutes, nor guarantees

The future isn’t clear

Through the looking glass I peer

Shifting my intuition into full gear

The truth is made sheer

Guided in the space of THE NOWS atmosphere,

A timeless leap from there, to here

In the presence of the present, All doubts disappear

Devoid of fear, to thyn faith I doth adhere

Guided by the souls ancient history

It all starts with a silent inquiry

To discover the door to mystery

Close the eyes to see vividly

Subtle signs dwelleth in your periphery

Encoded are coherence patterns to decode interference patterns

thus setting the entirety of the soul free

Unlocking the encrypted equation of 

eternal equanimity to decrypt your destiny

 

 

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~Bowing to Reflective Fractals of Me~

There are moments in my daily experience that my consciousness completely fractures, shatters right in front of me, a breathtakingly lovely opening. Far beyond through which the human eye can see, an innate ability to perceive unto multitudinous dimensions of reality deeply. I become unvaryingly aware that I am aware of my sentient awareness. These moments used to rattle my soul to the crystal core, like an unfathomably unbearable force, for they were unprovoked stints of dream like dissociation. I was fueled with detachment and despondence, enveloped in an unequivocal exasperation. This was an unexpected affliction invoked by my spiritual awakening.It was an undetectable manifestation of heightened internal sensations. And no one in my near vicinity knew of that which existed within me, but me.
This was a mesmerizingly lonesome feeling, as I maneuvered my way through the moment as malleable as a wistful wave contours its surroundings. I was internally ungrounded yet externally grounded. This fracture of awareness began to happen so often that I realized that it was time for me to embrace this new way of being. I began to bow to this fugue like vantage as if it were a gift from the great beyond. For, I had been granted the humbling perspective of feeling palpably into realms upon realms unbeknownst to others, which has now birthed my sacred surreal artistry.  Comfortably holding and cherishing endless vantage points simultaneously. My insides a reflective amalgam of all that I see. I am one with the experiencer experiencing the experience, I am the observer observing the observed, one with the imperceptible partition that others fail to know even exists, I am blessed to be me, even when infinite fractals color my sight, I embody the darkness, the contrast, and the light. And this, this is my way of life.

~Serene Seraphim

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~Exhaling Finitude, Inhaling Infinity~

Inhaling infinity, exhaling finitude simultaneously,

unraveling amid the endless layers of this unreality.

Finding myself lost amidst the abstract thoughts that attempt to re-arrange me,

for I am now one with the abstractions you see,

for they are but a mirror reflection of me.

I have and always shall be that which I seek.

Dead and alive concurrently,

drowning in the depths of an emptiness indifference that somehow sustains me.

Detached from the me, that I used to be,

disintegrating as  I hold my breathe whilst trying to breathe,

suffocating in the bounds of finitude, whilst intimately inhaling infinity.

~Serene Seraphim

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Disillusionment

Sensation pains me, silence tames me,

life torments me and insuppressibly stains me

its oscillating momentum attempts to rearrange me,

for all appears to be in vein you see.

Vexed by the voidness of meaning.

Fumbling in the furrows of a ceaseless stimulation,

masquerading in a virtual myriad of illusions amid this ubiquitous simulation.

For all shall be destroyed in the wake of its creation.

Entangled in echoes of exasperation,

glaring from above, down below with a solemn heir of indignation.

Everywhere and nowhere at all, unsure of my spatial orientation.

~Serene Seraphim

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Suspended Animation

Soul seized by a solemn stint of suspended animation

A slippery grip on reality, imprisoned in the vacuous void of

a invaluably voluntary isolation

Simultaneously holding life in the clasps of

awe endearing veneration

yet tormented by the clutch of my assured

abiding annihilation

Desperately attempting to surrender to the

inexorable impermanence of this earthly incarnation

and yet, I solely exist engulfed by the inescapability

of the cessation of sensation

Craving no more and no less than stimulation

to escape the tedium of this simulation

Evermore trapped in a timeless state of trepidation

Haphazardly fixated upon my imperturbable obliteration

Suspended Animation

 

~Serene Seraphim

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Ephemeral Impermanence

The ephemeral essence of life fills my being with palpable

pain and ceaseless strife

Just as I am enraptured by the brevity of its brilliant beauty, I am burned by the

evanescent embers of its undoubtedly dying light

A flame that bears the illusion of burning ever so bright, while simultaneously

vanquishing from my very line of sight

Oh what a preciously perilous plight,

Here I rest and abide on the verge of existence, trembling amid the  suffocating clutch

of a dreadfully diminishing delight,

Impermanence, the invisible winds beneath a wingless bird that

irrevocably refuses to take flight

Fueled by the facade of a flame that never ignites, evermore a raging rejection of

existence that simply cannot be denied,

A walking corpse, shrouded in the fleeting facade

of being halfheartedly awake and alive

An eternal quarrel of the mind hinged upon a definitive demise, how ever can

life and death peaceably yet concurrently coincide?

 

~Serene Seraphim

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Ubiquitously Unencumbered Uneasiness

Within the Cavernous Chambers of my Soul there Dwelleth a Ubiquitously Unencumbered Uneasiness

an Unrelenting Unrest that Courses Throughout my Vacuous Veins, Profusely Pumping Out of the Cavity of my Chest

a Dizzy Disenchantment at Best, an Insidiously Solemn Spirit, Unremitting Worries Evermore Repressed, Silent Screams Unceasingly Suppressed

A Whirlwind of Weariness Leaving Me Impassively Emotionless, Held Captive in an Insentient Imprisonment

An Undeniable Disillusionment within a Reality that Appears Inanimate, Inertly Lifeless

Drifting Away in a Dreary Dream World of Undying Disquiet, Nothing More, Nothing Less

Caressed by A Chaos of the Mind, An Eternal Existential Crisis that Thrusts this Boundless Being into a Timeless State of Interminable Turbulence

Evermore Restlessly Ruminating Upon the Discontent of this Delusory Existence

Unequivocally Unraveling Amid a Ubiquitously Unencumbered Uneasiness

~Serene Seraphim

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Hovering in the Hermit Phase:Falling Into Grace

Suspended in this Self-Imposed solitary haze,

Praying that is just a phase, endless waves of questions raised,

Where does this soul fit into this god forsaken place?

I must find out without delay for my sanitys sake,

Clarity certainly craved, trapped in the hermit phase

As my being begins to dissolve into the gavel of this grave of self inflicted pain,

Am I insane?

Drifting about in this dismal daze,

Insides inflamed, on transcendent thoughts I graze

Hibernating in the void, a girl with no name,

Perception irrevocably reframed,

This egoic mind must be tamed,

For its lamented lies are depraved,

Wishing that its silent whispers would suffocate,

May every word it attempts to say be left Breathless, no more words to say,

Yearning for the day when these egoic flames are no longer claimed,

Incinerating before they even wake

Wondering how much more I can take

With waves upon waves of solace,tears erased,

Evermore wiped from this storied face, gone without a trace,

Ah sweet conciliatory relief, at last safe,

Enveloped in resolves embrace,

From the dead this ancient soul once more raised, resurrected,

Life reclaimed,

Walking into liberation’s pearly gates,

Not a moment too soon, nor a moment too late,

Free falling into grace

~Serenity

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