Without you, I’m glitching
Flooded with fallible friction
Strangled by intangible tension
Indeed, an unfathomable affliction
Only you can invoke such an insufferable infliction
I can sense the solidity of my sanity slipping
Thoughts far and away, drifting
Foundation beneath my feet shifting
Insides flinching, core of me cringing,
no room for pretending, I’m descending
Drowning in a dismal sea of tears, minds eye, ceaselessly dripping
Grasping at threads of time, insidiously disappearing from the very palm of my hand when I am not paying the slightest attention,
yet in still, insufferably intent on gripping,
a love that is inconspicuously unrelenting
In your absence, my frequency persistent on glitching
In your presence, our resonance re-calibrated, nestled in a space of non-resistance
Ah everlasting inter-connectivity, a conscious decision, based upon mutual intention
A reverent reality of our own invention, a harmonious existence to envision, an infallible euphoric vision, our hearts make an incision into realms of a higher heavenly dimension, perpetually entrapped in loves perennial prism
You are breathtakingly beautiful, simply in the way that you move
It’s the little things that you do,
That others may view as insignificantly miniscule
Those invaluable things, that cause my soul to rise in love with you
For I feel into the decadent depths of you
Ah your entrancing essence downright delectable
I could rest and abide in each and every crevice of you, sinking into every groove, if you’d allow me to become one with the luminous likes of you
Undoubtedly a love drunk dream come true
Resting and abiding in the realms of heaven that dwelleth within you
When my heart chakra bleeds for you, you infiltrate through, at high pursuit
An inter-dimensional love that transcends all that I thought I once knew
A high potency dosage of you, to most, nearly intolerable, but I can handle every last ounce of you, my psyche ever so sensuously soothed, for you were made for me, just as I was made for you, the more I get, the more I want to “use”, I am no addict, but to the likes of others I am unamused, invariably immune, you are the psychedelic cure, my medicinal muse.
I used to see nothing but sheer chaos in our stars. Finding fault off in the intergalactic distance ever so far. But you, douced endless interstellar love unto dark matter, revealing undying beauty where there was once merely a void filled gap, you alone rearranged all of that. You are the glue to my universe and that’s an irrefutable fact. You alone keep my world intact. Although this massive multiverse shall fade into oblivion, irrevocably evaporating unto the great unknown, you and you alone, make fractured pieces of me feel whole, because of you, I now have come to fathom the unfathomable.
Finding meaning in the maddening mundanity of meaninglessness. Finding substance in the tedium of a simulated existence. One with a cosmos built on rebirth and destruction yet, in your spiritually stimulating embrace, all happenings are somehow seamless. At times I wonder if I am dreaming all of this, little more than a fabricated illusion of a timeless tryst. But I swear, oh I swear, I felt divinity on the traces of your lips, my entire reality shifts amidst the intensity of your souls grip, there is no coming back from being suspended in the sanctity of your kiss.
It doesn’t get any more sacredly surreal than this. A love that roars unto the rapture of the avyss, unraveling into realms of unbounded unadulterated bliss.If I didn’t etch this immutable truth unto the ethers of eternity I would most certainly be remiss. The irony amidst all of this, is, I wonder if you will ever receive this message, is your heart receptive to each tenderly telepathic message sent. Hoping these words gravitate in your loving arms at a time in space, ever so synchronous, ah what a paradoxical existence, the fault in our stars, either a hit or miss. And yet, I certainly don’t regret any of it. For your love is pure MAGIC.
Interactions with perceived other can be invariably sublunary, undoubtedly draining, And yet steeped in the breathless essence of your everpresence is restoratively soul sustaining. For when silence speaks for the unspeakable, there is no need for mental reframing, no need for nearly imperceptible feigning. For you see through to the soul of me with sheer transparency, a tender space devoid of the inane need for explaining.
Transcending the convoluted realm of thought, for it is the havens of thyn heart that you are retraining, to feel deeply without refraining. Profusely pouring out unto thee the hymns of my heart, delving into an interdimensional intersection, depth of perception irrevocably reframing.
A sacred connection guided by divine directives, for which there is no need for abstaining nor any room for restraining. For it is sinking into this unfathomable feeling alone, that is assuredly liberating, ineffably amazing. I can sense my heart beat uncontrollably racing and my vibrations irrevocably raising, as my soul self begins incessantly quaking, ah to bask in this all consuming euphoria without hesitation nor agitation, for there is a soothing quality to this irrepressible spiritual shaking.
Flowing as one with the inextinguishable fire within raging. A ferociously indecipherable force for which, there is absolutely no containing, no earthly way of taming. For it is an undeniable encounter with the divine, once experienced, nevermore fading nor decaying, evermore rapturously reigning.An undoubtable understanding of our true sanctified nature at this inter-dimensional intersection in space time, is that which we are consecrating.
The sensitivity of my vision may be invariably blurry when you leave, yet, your ever distant presence is felt ever so palpably,
imperceptibly ingrained within the tender embers of me,
I swear it’s as if you are right here within me, enlivening my lungs, in every breath that I breathe
You feel into the unabated depths of me impenetrably.
even at a distance, you see, for I can clearly see reflections of you within the essence of me
A reverent recognition that echoes out into infinity, through the unconfined bounds of time our souls unceasingly unraveling, sort of like interminably time traveling.
For, you transform ephemerality into eternality everlasting
Disconnected from you physically yet, in every waking realm it is you that I see, douced upon the endless scenes of a dream within a dream
for we are connected energetically, communicating via heart telepathy
A quantum entanglement of love that enraptures me indefinitely
Evermore a timeless tease, an inter-dimensional dance that brings me to my very knees, forevermore flirting with the hearts destiny
Enveloped in Your Embrace, Beneath Our Body’s We Can Feel the Plate Tectonics Tremble & Shift
Putting My Souls Sanity At Risk
All to Once More to Get a Taste of the Timeless Euphoria of your Lips
Longing to Be with you this Instant
Falling Apart With the Passing of Each Second
Vanquishing like Quick Sand through the Palm of Your Elusive Hand
Who Knew that Subsequent to the Ascent Id Fall Deeper and Deeper into Descent
Breaking into Pieces Amid a Bottomless Abyss
Wondering if You Think of Me as Time Shifts, Through the Bounds of Time Our Souls Slip
Do the Inexplicably Earth Shaking Times Shared Still Tenderly Speak to You in those Silent Moments
Even If I Wanted to, Those Precious Past Times I Could Never Forget, How Could I Erase Embers of Bliss that Made me Feel Infinite?
I Don’t Know About You, But Delving into the Abyss of Bliss Was Worth It
For I’d Sever Every Piece of My Soul Just to Light Your Way Home Across A Million Lifetimes Over and Over Again, of this I am Certain
You stole my heart like a thief in the night, right from the start
Illuminating the most murky corners of my love torn heart
storming upon my soul like a hurricane
an infiltration of liquid love that floods my insides, tearing me apart
trying to stay afloat, while drowning in the cavernous shadows of the dark
Every night my insides ache for you, Wishing I was where you are,
you once light up my night sky like the moon and the stars,
now when I gaze upon the night sky and peer in to the depths of my soul all appears everlastingly gloomy and stark
Lost in the shadowy mist of a disappearing bliss,
longing to once more feel your conciliatory caress as you grab hold of my hips
Bringing salvation to my soul with one tenderly transcendent kiss upon my lips
Its not just your precious presence but your perfectly manifested essence that I desperately miss
Enfolded in your embrace we stopped time, a love that made the plate tectonics shift, suspended in mid air, delving into the abyss of bliss, a frightening feeling that invokes for my insides to tremble and quake, consoled by the cadence of your soul that uplifts
Now all I have are memories to accompany me through the interim betwixt night and day, residual traces of a timeless tryst, yearning to relive those moments in this instant, for it is in those moments I swore we were infinite, you were my very reason for existence
I willingly severed my spirit into a million pieces for you, I bore my exquisitely naked soul to you
Just to form a constellation to light the way home for you, revealing my deepest darkest depths to you, hoping that in time that you would do the same too
I ceaselessly composed love poems to every perfectly imperfect part of you in an attempt to love them like they were my own,
tending to all of the carefully placed seeds sown, patiently awaiting that day that this love would blossom into the Greatest Love Ever Known
Suspended in this Space In Between, Your Feelings Unbeknownst to Me, An Emotionless Enigma, Evermore Unknown,
This Deafening Silence Speaks Volumes, Insidious Undertones that Chill Right Down to the Bone, a Ghostly Unrequited Love that Won’t Leave Me Alone
A Hopelessly In Love Soul, Staying Strong in my Faith that no Matter How Far You May Roam that Fate Fueled by Faith Will Always Bring You Back Home
There is no other person in the world who knows what we had. He is the only one.
That is why there can never be anyone else for me.
Somewhere in time, he and I collided, like two predestined stars- and in that brief exchange, I felt what it was like to be immortal.
I can barely explain this to you in words, for it transcends language. It crosses the boundaries of life and death- and moves beyond time to stretch through all of eternity.
You can trivialize it. You can try to define it in your own limited terms but I can tell you now, you are mistaken. For I have tasted divinity- on his lips, I have seen it in his eyes- and there is no coming back from that. Not now, not ever.
Heart Entwined in a Dance with Divinity
Nestled in the Nostalgia of your Memory,
In you I see the reflection my very own immortality
For the transcendent love that you’ve exposed to me, has jolted me, awoken me,
ignited a fire deep inside of me,
Revealing a part of my essence that is indeed undying
Can’t seem to shake the feeling you’ve bestowed upon me,
Craving just once more for you to grab ahold of me
Desiring little more than to bask in your ever expansive glory,
Ah what blissful simplicity, all I wish for, is to
embrace you tenderly, lips pressed against yours,
momentarily acquainted with infinity, as you silently lay with me
graciously embraced in the embers of eternity,
suspended in this sacred space with you, your heart beat the most conciliatory of symphonies
Invariably soothed by the holy whispers of your heart, such a serene surrendering
swept away in your supremely blessed seas, brought to my knees, drifting away indefinitely
what have you done to me? you’ve shaken up my soul, unraveled my entire reality,
showed me the possibility of leading a life that is in actuality a real life fantasy
Yet in this moment, you are not here with me, in my head wondering if it was all a dream
For all that’s left behind are timeless traces of a transcendent love, such heavenly holographic
Scenes, suspended in the space in between.
What do you do when on his lips you have tasted divinity?
When you glance into the windows of his soul, and you see the vast expanse of infinity?
When he embraces you ever so tenderly, and you feel as though you are enveloped within all of eternity
When he introduced you to the possibility of a blissful reality, his very existence consoling all of your existential questioning
Your soul and his soul melded as one, exploding like sacred stardust, in a stellar synergy drifting off into a celestial fantasy world indefinitely
An ineffaceably inexpressible emotion that can never be replicated, for it has become one with the soul of thee indelibly,
, permanently etched into the embers of my hearts memory
Soul somehow sustained by reverenced recollections of thee that have enraptured me impenetrably
temperately waiting, as I watch as a quiet observer in the unfoldment of our destiny,
evermore longing for a divine love solely with the man of my dreams
