There is no other person in the world who knows what we had. He is the only one.
That is why there can never be anyone else for me.
Somewhere in time, he and I collided, like two predestined stars- and in that brief exchange, I felt what it was like to be immortal.
I can barely explain this to you in words, for it transcends language. It crosses the boundaries of life and death- and moves beyond time to stretch through all of eternity.
You can trivialize it. You can try to define it in your own limited terms but I can tell you now, you are mistaken. For I have tasted divinity- on his lips, I have seen it in his eyes- and there is no coming back from that. Not now, not ever.
Heart Entwined in a Dance with Divinity
Nestled in the Nostalgia of your Memory,
In you I see the reflection my very own immortality
For the transcendent love that you’ve exposed to me, has jolted me, awoken me,
ignited a fire deep inside of me,
Revealing a part of my essence that is indeed undying
Can’t seem to shake the feeling you’ve bestowed upon me,
Craving just once more for you to grab ahold of me
Desiring little more than to bask in your ever expansive glory,
Ah what blissful simplicity, all I wish for, is to
embrace you tenderly, lips pressed against yours,
momentarily acquainted with infinity, as you silently lay with me
graciously embraced in the embers of eternity,
suspended in this sacred space with you, your heart beat the most conciliatory of symphonies
Invariably soothed by the holy whispers of your heart, such a serene surrendering
swept away in your supremely blessed seas, brought to my knees, drifting away indefinitely
what have you done to me? you’ve shaken up my soul, unraveled my entire reality,
showed me the possibility of leading a life that is in actuality a real life fantasy
Yet in this moment, you are not here with me, in my head wondering if it was all a dream
For all that’s left behind are timeless traces of a transcendent love, such heavenly holographic
Scenes, suspended in the space in between.
What do you do when on his lips you have tasted divinity?
When you glance into the windows of his soul, and you see the vast expanse of infinity?
When he embraces you ever so tenderly, and you feel as though you are enveloped within all of eternity
When he introduced you to the possibility of a blissful reality, his very existence consoling all of your existential questioning
Your soul and his soul melded as one, exploding like sacred stardust, in a stellar synergy drifting off into a celestial fantasy world indefinitely
An ineffaceably inexpressible emotion that can never be replicated, for it has become one with the soul of thee indelibly,
, permanently etched into the embers of my hearts memory
Soul somehow sustained by reverenced recollections of thee that have enraptured me impenetrably
temperately waiting, as I watch as a quiet observer in the unfoldment of our destiny,
evermore longing for a divine love solely with the man of my dreams